It’s really hard sometimes to let others in, let alone let them see you at your lowest. So instead I hold my head up high and smile. That’s all I can do. They all fight, throw out words that they don’t even mean, and then expect you to turn around and be okay with it all. I may have my moments where that slips but I don’t always and that's something that really saves me for the most part.
Honestly I don’t know how they expect me to not to take the insults lightly. I’m just an airhead to them. “Where’s Nikita?” “Oh you know off being a ditz and dancing in some club and being a sl
Honestly something that doesn’t exist. Love? Are you kidding me? Who created that concept anyways? Zane sat at his desk in this phaux Private Eye business and looked at his partners. Caster, his best friend, and Leon, the large muscle who Zane had taken under his wing to teach him all about the crime life in the Camarilla. Resisting the urge to shutter he threw his feet up on the desk and leaned back in his chair.
How did they even know? Just because they were attracted to these dreadful women? Carmen is the Ice Queen to the max and Nikita is the town whore but for whatever reason these two are blind to the whole thing. Caster try
Aspen wandered through the woods. It was so nice to be alone and to enjoy her life. Lifting her snout to the air she sniffed out everything that there was to smell. Roots, berries, all the little critters, and it would have been heaven too if not for the little scent that she picked up. Shuffling her paws some she looked around with those great big brown eyes. Lumbering on she knew that any second now that the little one would be here. What was she going to do? It was such a pain to be stuck with her. She didn’t do anything the right way. When they were at the stream she didn’t catch the fish the way she was supposed to. When they
There is nothing better than layin’ in the sun. Soaking up the rays and enjoying that breeze comin’ off the ocean. I can’t describe it any better than what I do in the sun. When the sun is shinin’ there is nothin’ I can’t do. Surfin’ on the waves is the best. Nothing like that fresh tan getting the feel of the waves comin’ up against the board. Getting’ to run with my buds through the forest in our wolf forms doin’ nothin’ but enjoying the wind through our fur and the sun beatin’ on us. As I lay on the beach and watch the clouds roll by on a lazy sunny day there is nothin
I promise to always take care of my coterie, for this is my family. I promise to love them fiercely and always be by their side. I will always go to battle for them. I promise to pick them up when they are low and get them back on their feet. I will give them my all until I can give them no more. I promise to always be there and keep my family safe. Till death do us part.
I honestly didn’t know I could feel like this. He flutters my heart and makes me blush all the time. He’s the only one that notices me in my invisible world. How did this happen? I couldn’t have expected anyone to notice me outside of my dark computer hacking world. We are such an odd couple. He’s my opposite in every way. He’s loud, obnoxious and strong. I’m so lucky to have a man like him in my life, because he makes it just that, a life.
Sometimes if I think upon my far away memories I can remember the feelings. Those feelings of the sun beating on my skin, while I worked in the camps taking care of the sick and injured alongside of my father. Those blush that I would get in my face as I meet a cute stranger and talk to them and flirt. Now that is all gone. My other memories that I can remember fairly clearly now come from the things people would consider being history. I’ve been through great wars. The dark ages were a great point for fighting.
My scars have shown that much. I have gained a great many physical and emotional ones. I became very proud of them and the
No one must know what I am up to. If I were to be discovered it would be the end of my life. I will gain power through any means, even if it means to stoop to that Brujah’s level. Nothing will stand in my way. If gaining this power means that I must kill then I will do so, no matter who that may be. I will disappear if need be. I will be feared if I cannot have the love and admiration that I desire. I will keep this secret. No one will know unless I want them too. I will do whatever it takes and God help those that stand in my way.
For me loss is no stranger. I first became acquainted with loss when I was but a little girl. My mother left us due to an illness, not an uncommon thing at the time. Not a whole lot was known of medicine or diseases. After she was gone is was just father and I. He was kind and understanding but soon came to hate the Gods. He cursed them for taking my mother and soon he seemed to have lost his mind. People soon came to disrespect him as he made a fool of himself at the temples.
He became angrier throughout the years. As I got older I no longer held that childlike innocence that had protected me for as long as it had. Soon he started to hate
Honestly something that doesn’t exist. Love? Are you kidding me? Who created that concept anyways? Zane sat at his desk in this phaux Private Eye business and looked at his partners. Caster, his best friend, and Leon, the large muscle who Zane had taken under his wing to teach him all about the crime life in the Camarilla. Resisting the urge to shutter he threw his feet up on the desk and leaned back in his chair.
How did they even know? Just because they were attracted to these dreadful women? Carmen is the Ice Queen to the max and Nikita is the town whore but for whatever reason these two are blind to the whole thing. Caster try
It’s really hard sometimes to let others in, let alone let them see you at your lowest. So instead I hold my head up high and smile. That’s all I can do. They all fight, throw out words that they don’t even mean, and then expect you to turn around and be okay with it all. I may have my moments where that slips but I don’t always and that's something that really saves me for the most part.
Honestly I don’t know how they expect me to not to take the insults lightly. I’m just an airhead to them. “Where’s Nikita?” “Oh you know off being a ditz and dancing in some club and being a sl
Aspen wandered through the woods. It was so nice to be alone and to enjoy her life. Lifting her snout to the air she sniffed out everything that there was to smell. Roots, berries, all the little critters, and it would have been heaven too if not for the little scent that she picked up. Shuffling her paws some she looked around with those great big brown eyes. Lumbering on she knew that any second now that the little one would be here. What was she going to do? It was such a pain to be stuck with her. She didn’t do anything the right way. When they were at the stream she didn’t catch the fish the way she was supposed to. When they
There is nothing better than layin’ in the sun. Soaking up the rays and enjoying that breeze comin’ off the ocean. I can’t describe it any better than what I do in the sun. When the sun is shinin’ there is nothin’ I can’t do. Surfin’ on the waves is the best. Nothing like that fresh tan getting the feel of the waves comin’ up against the board. Getting’ to run with my buds through the forest in our wolf forms doin’ nothin’ but enjoying the wind through our fur and the sun beatin’ on us. As I lay on the beach and watch the clouds roll by on a lazy sunny day there is nothin
I promise to always take care of my coterie, for this is my family. I promise to love them fiercely and always be by their side. I will always go to battle for them. I promise to pick them up when they are low and get them back on their feet. I will give them my all until I can give them no more. I promise to always be there and keep my family safe. Till death do us part.
I honestly didn’t know I could feel like this. He flutters my heart and makes me blush all the time. He’s the only one that notices me in my invisible world. How did this happen? I couldn’t have expected anyone to notice me outside of my dark computer hacking world. We are such an odd couple. He’s my opposite in every way. He’s loud, obnoxious and strong. I’m so lucky to have a man like him in my life, because he makes it just that, a life.
Sometimes if I think upon my far away memories I can remember the feelings. Those feelings of the sun beating on my skin, while I worked in the camps taking care of the sick and injured alongside of my father. Those blush that I would get in my face as I meet a cute stranger and talk to them and flirt. Now that is all gone. My other memories that I can remember fairly clearly now come from the things people would consider being history. I’ve been through great wars. The dark ages were a great point for fighting.
My scars have shown that much. I have gained a great many physical and emotional ones. I became very proud of them and the
No one must know what I am up to. If I were to be discovered it would be the end of my life. I will gain power through any means, even if it means to stoop to that Brujah’s level. Nothing will stand in my way. If gaining this power means that I must kill then I will do so, no matter who that may be. I will disappear if need be. I will be feared if I cannot have the love and admiration that I desire. I will keep this secret. No one will know unless I want them too. I will do whatever it takes and God help those that stand in my way.
For me loss is no stranger. I first became acquainted with loss when I was but a little girl. My mother left us due to an illness, not an uncommon thing at the time. Not a whole lot was known of medicine or diseases. After she was gone is was just father and I. He was kind and understanding but soon came to hate the Gods. He cursed them for taking my mother and soon he seemed to have lost his mind. People soon came to disrespect him as he made a fool of himself at the temples.
He became angrier throughout the years. As I got older I no longer held that childlike innocence that had protected me for as long as it had. Soon he started to hate
2011? Really? That was the last time I did a journal entry? Holy crap. Not that much to report but I am trying to get some stuff up. I joined my two other friends in doing the 100 theme challenge for writing and am now putting up what I have so far. I'll try to keep up the pace with getting them out. I'll also be responding to being tagged in those floating journals at some point. Until then enjoy what I put up so far and thanks for stopping by!
Well there. My gallery is cleaned up from what I thought was crap and I'm down to a page. I should probably upload more stuff but I just haven't had the chance to write anything or to draw. I'll see if I can find some old writing to throw up here but I doubt it. We'll see if I can improve and get some actual work up thats worthy of liking. Toodles all.