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#1: Smile
It’s really hard sometimes to let others in, let alone let them see you at your lowest. So instead I hold my head up high and smile. That’s all I can do. They all fight, throw out words that they don’t even mean, and then expect you to turn around and be okay with it all. I may have my moments where that slips but I don’t always and that's something that really saves me for the most part.
   Honestly I don’t know how they expect me to not to take the insults lightly. I’m just an airhead to them. “Where’s Nikita?” “Oh you know off being a ditz and dancing in some club and being a slut.” I may act big but on the inside it’s all an act. I acted bigger and badder after the loss of my eye but I slip sometimes. I lock myself in my room. Cry myself to sleep. Try not to snap and throw myself out in the sun. After Leon came into my life I started to feel better. For a bit.
   The smiles were more real th
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#2: Love
Honestly something that doesn’t exist. Love? Are you kidding me? Who created that concept anyways? Zane sat at his desk in this phaux Private Eye business and looked at his partners. Caster, his best friend,  and Leon, the large muscle who Zane had taken under his wing to teach him all about the crime life in the Camarilla. Resisting the urge to shutter he threw his feet up on the desk and leaned back in his chair.
   How did they even know? Just because they were attracted to these dreadful women? Carmen is the Ice Queen to the max and Nikita is the town whore but for whatever reason these two are blind to the whole thing. Caster trying to keep his manliness still just follows Carmen anywhere like a puppy even though he’d kill you for bringing it up. Of course Zane noticed how he acted, they were practically best mates.
   Turning his gaze from the blond ‘20’s stuck detective his green steely eyes landed on Leon. The wall of the trio an
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9. Eternity with You
Aspen wandered through the woods. It was so nice to be alone and to enjoy her life. Lifting her snout to the air she sniffed out everything that there was to smell. Roots, berries, all the little critters, and it would have been heaven too if not for the little scent that she picked up. Shuffling her paws some she looked around with those great big brown eyes. Lumbering on she knew that any second now that the little one would be here. What was she going to do? It was such a pain to be stuck with her. She didn’t do anything the right way. When they were at the stream she didn’t catch the fish the way she was supposed to. When they went looking for berries she always messed that up by turning into that two legged thing and using those slim paws to pick them. It wasn’t meant to be done that way. 
                Turning her eyes towards the little one she had spotted her right off.  Sha
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8. Sunshine
There is nothing better than layin’ in the sun. Soaking up the rays and enjoying that breeze comin’ off the ocean. I can’t describe it any better than what I do in the sun. When the sun is shinin’ there is nothin’ I can’t do. Surfin’ on the waves is the best. Nothing like that fresh tan getting the feel of the waves comin’ up against the board. Getting’ to run with my buds through the forest in our wolf forms doin’ nothin’ but enjoying the wind through our fur and the sun beatin’ on us. As I lay on the beach and watch the clouds roll by on a lazy sunny day there is nothing better. As a Californian it’s in my blood and I need it. There’s somethin’ just unsettling about a cloudy and dark day. I need the sun to feel alive and it’s just the best feelin’ in the world. Nothing can compare and nothin’ ever will. I’ll enjoy that bright ball in the sky until I die.
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7. Promises
I promise to always take care of my coterie, for this is my family. I promise to love them fiercely and always be by their side. I will always go to battle for them. I promise to pick them up when they are low and get them back on their feet. I will give them my all until I can give them no more. I promise to always be there and keep my family safe. Till death do us part.
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6. Love
I honestly didn’t know I could feel like this. He flutters my heart and makes me blush all the time. He’s the only one that notices me in my invisible world. How did this happen? I couldn’t have expected anyone to notice me outside of my dark computer hacking world. We are such an odd couple. He’s my opposite in every way. He’s loud, obnoxious and strong. I’m so lucky to have a man like him in my life, because he makes it just that, a life.
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5. Memories
Sometimes if I think upon my far away memories I can remember the feelings. Those feelings of the sun beating on my skin, while I worked in the camps taking care of the sick and injured alongside of my father.  Those blush that I would get in my face as I meet a cute stranger and talk to them and flirt. Now that is all gone.  My other memories that I can remember fairly clearly now come from the things people would consider being history. I’ve been through great wars. The dark ages were a great point for fighting.
My scars have shown that much. I have gained a great many physical and emotional ones. I became very proud of them and the memories that they held. I wore them well throughout the times. It showed my power as I battled those well above my level, and outside of my king. I know technology but prefer where we reign now. I have survived all the wars known to men. I will live to see great men die and rise. I will become a mother in my own right. My memories will sp
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4. Secrecy
No one must know what I am up to. If I were to be discovered it would be the end of my life. I will gain power through any means, even if it means to stoop to that Brujah’s level. Nothing will stand in my way. If gaining this power means that I must kill then I will do so, no matter who that may be. I will disappear if need be. I will be feared if I cannot have the love and admiration that I desire. I will keep this secret. No one will know unless I want them too. I will do whatever it takes and God help those that stand in my way.
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3. Loss
For me loss is no stranger. I first became acquainted with loss when I was but a little girl. My mother left us due to an illness, not an uncommon thing at the time. Not a whole lot was known of medicine or diseases. After she was gone is was just father and I. He was kind and understanding but soon came to hate the Gods. He cursed them for taking my mother and soon he seemed to have lost his mind. People soon came to disrespect him as he made a fool of himself at the temples.
He became angrier throughout the years. As I got older I no longer held that childlike innocence that had protected me for as long as it had. Soon he started to hate me just as he hated the Gods. My old acquaintance of loss reared its ugly head as he became overcome by his lunacy. He came in the dead of night with what few friends he had retained which weren’t much considering they were also outcasts due to their natures. My father had decided that there were to be no more children in this world that resemb
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2. Wishes
Well ‘mate all of my wishes start off the same. I start thinkin’ about life. I miss it. I miss breathin’ and livin’. I then start thinking ‘bout what could have been. I wish I could have found a husband.  He would have been someone strong and dependable. There for me through anything and supported everythin in my life with him. The love we would have known would have been that of the stories and fairy tales we hear all about. Nothing would be able to ruin it and God help those who tried to destroy it.
Then my wishes turn towards that of the children I long for. There would be two or three, probably three. My boys and one girl, the first being a son. He would be brave and strong, and possess the love for his friends and fierce nature to protect them as I had. If I were to have my way I picture him with my dark red hair and he’d have fierce dark eyes. He’d also be strong and big like his papa. My second would be another son to follow in his
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1. Twisted Identity
Do you know what it’s like to be lost in your own head? For me it’s different than everybody else. There is me in here, along with those five other people. This council who tells me what to do and feel and I feel that sometimes I don’t even make my own decisions. If it weren’t for Flynn being my rock I don’t know what I’d do. He anchors me through all of their demands.
The voices from the council are all different and they all pound within my head. There is the one who rages the war in my head is violent. He demands blood and that there be nothing but pain for who come before me. I fight constantly to keep myself with him. He did show me how to escape those adults who were cruel. Though harming Flynn is not on the top of my list and he insists on it.
Then there’s the voice who wants me to have riddles, secrets, and mystery. It’s fun but not always appropriate. Do you know why we play our twisted games? Hiding the truths throughout all of
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2011? Really? That was the last time I did a journal entry? Holy crap. Not that much to report but I am trying to get some stuff up. I joined my two other friends in doing the 100 theme challenge for writing and am now putting up what I have so far. I'll try to keep up the pace with getting them out. I'll also be responding to being tagged in those floating journals at some point. Until then enjoy what I put up so far and thanks for stopping by!
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Radman1919 Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav.  :wave:
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thanks for the llama!
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Thanks for faving +fav  . Relaxed dance  Smiley soleil - Sun
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No problem!
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Thanks for the fave! :D
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Thanks for the Gunslinger FAV!! :D
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No problem! It's fantastic!!!!
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thanks for favin babe ;3;
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